I'm so angry. All the time. It won't go away. Even when I feel like I'm going to break down and cry or start feeling ok: it's like rage just flares up. I'm short with everyone and I can't stop my smart assedry. I sit here and every time someone says something, part of me just wants to say "Fuck you."
For no god damn reason at all.
Just:
"Hey bud, fuck you!"
Or:
"Your gramma died? Fuck you! Too bad!"
But it's more than just rage... it's almost to the point of sadistic. Things that should upset me, gross me out, or would make other people cry: Make me smile. I find I'm happiest when someone is in pain. Yep... pretty freakin' crazy huh?
Oh well...
Fuck you.
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